cold cold cold. i am pretty sure that today's weather was by far the coldest. parents went out, so out of my boredom, i invited AJ over. we surfed through the wonders of youtube and went out for coffee. 2012 feels like it's going to be like every other year, but i know it won't be. this year is when everything will change. i will be off to college in a couple months and i will be on my own for the rest of my life. it's all still so blurry to me. so surreal. i can't get the fact that i am growing up to go down my throat. the more i think about all the times i had in high school, the more difficult it's becoming for me to be able to pack my bags and move on. i was never a fan of changes. change ruins everything.

bought my brother these kicks. i'm determining if i should buy the same pair or buy the red high tops? i am in a desperate need of new chuck taylors.