we uncurl and unwind.

another day, gone. it's the toughest when you fight with a family member. a mixture of hate, resentment, anger, but at the same time, love comes over you and you can't help but cry because you don't know what to say. you don't know if you should just give up and tell them you don't want to fight or if you should throw every object at their face, only hoping that they wouldn't see your tears. either way, it's painful, but i guess i bottle it up. i'm scared that one day, someone will rip off the cork and i'll explode.

other than that, today was an okay day. i spent the whole day at barnes and noble studying for my chemistry midterms. such a pain. in the end, i guess it was somewhat worth the nine hours i spent bursting my brain with formulas because i rewarded myself with a beautiful book that i've been meaning to purchase: breakfast of champions by kurt vonnegut. i am now sitting in front of my macbook pro with my cup of tea. the remaining pages of the book are begging to be read and i will answer to their call. so long.

my only friend.