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my first AP psych test ever is tomorrow and i am in no mood to study for it. starbucks and my cup of coffee did not assist me with my focus at all. so i sat there for 2 hours contemplating on life and college. very productive, no? the thought of college makes me choke. it makes me feel antsy and anxious. i've decided to do early decision for the college of new jersey. although i've always dreamed and drooled over going to school in the city, i realized that i should apply to a college that i knew i would absolutely love going to. after seeing tcnj's campus and how much of a small school it is, i felt more inclined to apply there as my first choice. it is, after all, one of the top schools for education. although my gpa is equivalent to a spoon, i do hope that they see something unique in me and accept me. oh, i'm a hopeless case :( what am i to do with my life........