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i know people use that same old cliche line that they don't care if people talk crap and that they actually love people making them "famous" but in all honesty, i really do enjoy the attention people give me when they talk behind my back. call me a masochist but that stab on the back feels good. it feels amazing to know that i'm giving them something to talk about. call me narcissistic but it feels even better to know that they're jealous of me. i feel absolutely taken aback and flattered to know that i'm worth a minute or two of their precious short-lived lives.