the more i think about what had happened, the more i realize how much of an impact you've had on my life. your footsteps paved roads across my heart. they paved highways and built homes within me. several different ones. a home for the abuse. a home for our love. a home for our brokenness. and a home for the moments filled with genuine bliss that we shared so carefully. i don't think my perspective on relationships have or will ever change after us. yes, us. you and i, handsome. it's been three years and i still can't get myself to accept the fact that i let love take its steps down my heart. i can't get myself to accept the fact that you took your steps down my heart. i hope your breaths are full and filled with life now that i'm not here to take them away. i hope you're doing well. i hope to God you're doing well.
"If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar"
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