things have been confusing lately. certain pieces of my life that i thought that i was sure of, are starting to come out of their places and i don't know where to put them. i cut off my main social networks just so i could spend some time in solitude. i need to think over certain things and know what i am doing and where i am going with all of this. i remember just a couple years ago, i was the loud obnoxious girl who loved being surrounded by people, but the person i am now is the exact opposite. it's those quiet moments that i cherish the most. wherever i can think in retrospect are the places where i am able to find my state of solace. it's not a bad thing. not at all. i am simply finding more comfort in the hands of solitude rather than parties, dances, get togethers, etc. i'm sure that i'll grow out of it. don't get me wrong. i still do enjoy talking to people that i'm friends with and i still go out to have fun. i'm just saying that i'm becoming more and more drawn into deeper waters. i'm still figuring myself out and i've come to realize that there is so much more to who i am than what i thought i already knew. it's frustrating and complicated, but i am more than willing to see the beauty of it all fall together. i am sure of it.
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