the first noel.

i can bring you the world in a platter and you still wouldn't believe me. i could shoot that deer and bring it home for dinner, but i know you still would never value me. i know. i could say a thousand apologies to cool down your heat, but i would never say the right one. i could name a million names as witnesses, but i will never name the right one. the things i would do to make things okay. to makes things better. to ease the ruptured lines between us. to build a bridge over the cracks and fill in the creases between the surfaces we stand on. the things i would do just to be civil towards each other. the things i would do.