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it has finally happened. my tumblr and my facebook are both gone from my life. i have nothing but my twitter, email, and this beautiful blog. i hold these three close to my heart. afterall, they are what connects me to the rest of society. not much has been going on. after being rejected by my early decision college, i've discovered another college: wheaton college, IL. i feel like i've been applying to colleges based on their well-known names and prestigious education programs. i haven't been looking for colleges based on how well i would fit in as a person. i believe that's where i went wrong. wheaton college suits me so well. personality and academics. it's a win win situation, however, it's a hard school to get into. i'm uneasy about my chances of being admitted. nevertheless, i'm praying consistently for my acceptance letter and i am going to try my best to get in. somehow. other than that, my plans for winter break have been set. it will consist of college applications, reading, and painting. maybe i'll throw in a time for my second home: new york city. the best friend is no longer coming to visit anymore. that puts a frown on my face :( i miss her so much. hopefully, things will work out and i will have my acceptance letter and be able to see my best friend as well. fingers crossed as always.

what i've been listening to while painting these days.

marvelous. simply marvelous.