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it's 1:27AM and i have school in about 6 hours. i can't get myself to sleep. i've been staying up, sipping my coffee, and writing in my moleskine. i feel like i haven't been very productive lately. these past few weeks have consisted of nothing but tea, coffee, writing, painting, drawing, and contemplating over the immense amount of college essays and school work i have to finish, in any other words, these past few weeks have consisted of nothing but complete laziness. i guess i'm planning to shake it off of me sometime soon. i'm considering the option to switch my major before i actually get into college. as a teenager, being capricious is in my nature. i've switched my major about 3 times throughout my high school career. (from art to journalism to secondary education english) but now, i'm considering going to back to journalism or at least minoring in it. things have been shaky. maybe i should stick to the whole teacher-who-loves-english thing. i've never been consistent in anything. i think i might be going to barnes and noble tomorrow to get some of my work done for once. i guess i should get to bed now. good night, world. i love you all.