baby blue.

i will never let myself lose to them. i will never let myself fall. i will never let myself become weak. i have taught myself how to be strong. i have learned that i do not need anyone. i do not need your hands to lift me up. i have the strength to get up, brush the dirt off my knees, and smile. i do not need a relationship to bring me satisfaction. i do not need friends to know what trust is. i do not need anyone. don't tell me how arrogant i am, how my head is full of hot air, or how i will end up being lonely because it all goes through one ear and out the other. none of you know what it feels like to be left behind. none of you know what it feels like to be kicked in the ribs and have your heart ripped out of your own chest. none of you know what it felt like when his hands touched me in areas that i had no control over. none of you knew, know, or will ever know anything about me.