i saw you in my sleep

my life has now become a routine. eat, study, drink coffee, listen to music, play guitar, go to the city, sleep, repeat. everything seems so dull and in grayscale. everything tastes so bland. everything sounds monotone. everything feels smooth. no detail to feel. no bumps to slide my hand over. it feels like i'm slowly losing my grip. i am becoming more and more indifferent towards the things that i never thought would lose value to me. it scares me, but i'm beginning to understand that it is all happening for the better.

i have been slowly getting into la dispute these days.

they are a mixture of spoken word and screamo.

such a strange sound yet so beautiful.

i am falling in love with them.