my stomach is killing me, i have a fever, and i'm shivering. what a great way to end spring break. these past seven days have been one of the most grueling, unproductive weeks of my whole entire life. minus the two days well spent with the boyfriend, i honestly would prefer going to school over feeling so groggy and disgusting for the other five days i spent at home or Starbucks.
other than that, i haven't been doing much writing and reading. at least, not as much as i used to. i need new paintbrushes. i need new sketchbooks. i need a new moleskine. i'm tired of being so tired. i'm too lazy to get out of my laziness. i'm too bored to do anything entertaining. does any of that even make sense? do i ever make sense?
now that both my housing and tuition fees are in, i can most definitely call myself an incoming freshman at nyack college. interesting. i never thought this was going to happen. going to college and leaving high school and all. everything seems so surreal to me. all these fleeting thoughts and small glimpses of the next four years of my life send shooting stars up and down my spine. looking forward to dorm decoration shopping with the room mate soon. that puts a smile on my face. i guess life is looking up after all.
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