coastal

discovered yesterday night that my dad has been diagnosed with diabetes. i couldn't help but sit in my bed and tear up. i have never felt so vulnerable. it didn't feel like there was much of a difference, but never in my life have i seen my dad so helpless. it feels like everything is just weighing me down lately. i'm overreacting and having emotional spasms over everything. i need a prescribed bottle of "chill pills". is that what they call it? i'm going to do nothing but paint tonight. get rid of all this negative energy and start off fresh tomorrow morning. my apologies to anyone who has been putting up with my petty emotional bullshit. it will all cease here.

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